Enter the rabbit hole
Get me into the mood
Put on Joy Division
Listen to it in loop
Anxiety bubbles in
Like ants crawling inside
Fingers are chewed up
Sit or stand? Can’t decide
Staring at the blank wall
I put on my VR goggles
Escape from reality’s decay
World is out, as I boggle
Derealisation sinks in,
Frightening haze blows in my face
My life is like a movie
That I watch, but never play
No steps of salvation to pursue
No gods left to hollow to
I am groundless, shelter-free
I have nothing to hold onto
Ever since you came and left
I live in a constant dream state
In there, you are mine all the time
Don’t want this trance to terminate.
Self partitioned, life goes on.
Heart and mind live in another dimension
While Body showcases an empty citizen’s pretension
Life is a dream, when reality stinks!
*Thank you AiKei for letting me use your drawing to compose my poetry not only through words but by images.
Check this artist out on: http://aminoapps.com/page/drawingamino/4982581/aikei-36